Making it Through the Moment

 

Astonishing how I can go through the day like a normal regular day. As regular and normal as multitasking and forgetting some of the tasks (like forgetting I’m doing laundry), and even forgetting the c-word has entered my life; and it seems like everything is kosher. 

 

Then I settle down, and I’m assaulted with an emotional memory that tries to pull me down. That’s when I take a deep breath, let it out and tell myself through the nervousness in my stomach you have a battle to fight and only the strong survive. Not strength in myself but strength in Phil. 4:13, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me…and I make it through the moment. 

 

That’s what happens in this wait mode.

 

Vanessa, remember they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not get weary, they will walk and not faint.

I can do this…

(I think I can, I think I can, I think I can…)

 Nov 15, 2024 at 9:18PM