Waiting

 

I’ve been in wait mode

Waiting for the results

Waiting for the PCP consultation 

Waiting for the call from the oncologist (that finally came today) 

It’s getting close 

When it was far away

At times it didn’t feel real 

I could sometimes forget about it in the moments when I wasn’t thinking about it

Now that I have an appointment with an oncologist the day before Thanksgiving 

Real is sinking in 

What am I getting into…what am I waiting for

Nov 14, 2024 at 7:05PM