THE THOUGHTS OF MY JOURNEY with the C-word (cont.)

 I love You Lord and I thank you for my journey 

I don't know which way my healing will come

This I do know...I need this cancer to go

If my healing comes by way of a miraculous supernatural healing

I thank You and will shout it from the mountaintops (my preferred way)

If my healing comes by way of surgery I thank You and will walk victorious and triumphantly in Your grace for the rest of my days

If my healing comes by way of meeting You face to face (which we will all do someday) I thank You and hope I was brave until the end 

Either way I win,,,and give You all the glory 

 Nov 7, 2024 at 1:28PM 

Sometimes I just want to give up

I don’t want to go through this

I don’t want to think about it anymore 

I just want it to be over

I love the moments when I don’t think about it 

I hate the moments that feel like an invasion 

That’s what this feels like

An invasion in my body 

An invasion in my thoughts 

An invasion that’s intrusive 

This intrusive invasion will not consume me forever—it cannot…I won’t let it 

Thank You Lord for V-Day

 Nov 7, 2024 at 11:45PM